This Just Sux

ok so if you've read my posts then you know I'm TTC.  Its frusterating! I get the same symptoms i did as when i was pregnant! apparently Even my morning sickness is just indegestion or part of my Period symptoms! WTF I'm so angry and Hurt and let down right now I could scream! all I want Is another child, I know the time sucks for us but I dont care! I'm so tired of everyone around me getting pregnant, even when they dont want it or arent expecting it! It seems like I'm doomed to one child, not that i dont love him, but we want to give him siblings, my husband and I never wanted him to be an only child.  I guess we are back to the drawing bord.

the world keeps spinnin

So we are De-junking our house, trying to get rid of stuff we dont use any more, so we went up to the local pawn shop to sell our limited editon Mtn dew Xbox and the jerk gave us 25 bucks for the console, 6 games, and 2 controllers, when its actual worth for all of that stuff is 100 bucks! but because no one was buying it for that on e-bay hes just gonna sell it for $ 40 and make $15 bucks off something he could make more off of, but oh well its an extra 25 bucks for us... I just wish that people werent so friggin stupid! I hope that the econiomy starts turning around soon because If it dosnt I'm screwed! I have a highschool diploma and I cant get a job to save my life! I really dont want to work at Mcdonalds because Hubby worked there and they treated him like crap... Its pathetic when the only place that will Hire a HS Grad is a fast food Joint! Its also very frusterating... well thats all for now

life

well the stress is still there, i don't think it will go away until one of us (my husband or I ) gets a Job... so until then I'll keep at it, and distract myself from over thinking it.  my mom took the kiddo the other day, so hubby and I had some grown up time which was nice, we had another couple over for dinner, it was fun...  Sam and I havent spent time with another couple in a long time.  Sammy started VBS yesterday, Its very high paced, and hes haveing a blast! I love seeing him jam out to the tunes... we came home last night he showered and went to bed, I'm pretty sure his head hit the pillow and he was out.  so between VBS this week and football starting next week till oct, he's gonna be sleepin really well.  it is my hope that we will have a lot of sammy cheerleaders in the stands for football games! we will see, I know that his first game is August 27th, and tomarrow Sam and I have a manditory parents meeting, and hopefully we will get the game schedual soon so I can send one to all of the fam.  so at this point we are just takin life one day at a time, and we are TTC for thos not in the know, TTC = Trying To Concieve, we arent trying too hard, but enough that if it happens well it happens, I am looking forward to Football games and mabie some quiet weekends... but who knows what will happens, Oh yeah, This week is not only Vbs but also Fair week, sammy wants to go but we have to finish paying rent  and we have a pretty buzy week as it is, so I dont know if we will beable to go to the fair this week... Its been a weekend, and today the week begins so we will see what this week has instore for us... I will write Tomarrow as well

Stressin out!

First blog! sweet! kinda... today is proving to be a struggle, we had like 0 gas so i took pop cans back thinking I would get at LEAST 10 bucks worth... but  fate has something else in mind for me... cuz I only got 7, which got me 1.7 gallons of gas, well Tomarrow I have to drive to my parents, not so bad, but I dont want to have to ask them for money, and all of our money that is in-coming is tied up in paying off the rest of rent... so I'll continue my job search, which is proving difficult due to the lack of gas, but I'm trying to keep my chin up and stay positive... which is harder than it looks...I'm Just frusterated with the way my life is currently going, and I'm trying to change it... but Its hard, so Thats all I got for today... thanks for reading